Relentless - Scars

Yeah
You know

Yeah I grew up way too fast
Most things changed me from my past

Life is hard and things really get real
And it started to make me feel

All the tough times I went through
Didn't know, didn't have a clue

I remember all the trauma
Along with all the fucking drama

I was raised a certain way
Never really got a chance to play

I had thoughts not normal to most
Was always scared to get too close

To people I didn't feel comfortable with
Sorry it's the fucking truth

All these memories I still carry
Fuck too many times, tried to burry

But I've learned to hide them all
Never had no one to call

Don't wanna enter that dark place
Can't even look at your face

Every time she beat me
I cried
Even if I didn't lie

Made me feel like I was weak
I was way too young to speak

Remember it all too fucking clearly
This childhood I hold so dearly

Look at me I've survived
Yeah I finally made it out alive

Felt like I've really been revived
Now In life I can start thrive

All I wanna do is shout
fuck you I made it out

Scars I carry everyday
Made me who I am today
Only made me fucking stronger
You can't hurt me any longer
The scars I carry everyday
They made me who I am today

Used to hurt me numerous times
Should be charged with many crimes

Made me feel so unwanted
Your words will always leave me haunted

Felt like I'd be better off gone
Since I didn't fucking belong

On this planet with you
Even believed it was true

Wasn't old enough to understand
So you gave me more backhands

Very lucky I made it out
Before it was too fucking late

Look at me now with my music
Clearly this was my true fate

Guess I can't even deny
You're the fucking reason why

I have so many mental problems
And why I'm always at the bottom

Of my life and why I feel sad
But with you gone I'm so glad

All you did was get mad
For me apparently being bad

Thank you for the person you've made me
No insecurities will ever weigh me

Have a high intake of pain
And yeah all I know is this

Only got you to blame
You really fucked up my brain

I'll never treat someone the way you did
I was just a fucking kid

I'm finally free from your hell
Fuck you bitch yeah farewell

Scars I carry everyday
Made me who I am today
Only made me fucking stronger
You can't hurt me any longer
The scars I carry everyday
They made me who I am today

Written by:
Ashton Stadnichuk

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