Suicide The Prophet - Did It At All (feat. MACX)

Why am I doing this to myself, myself, myself
Why am I doing this to myself, myself, myself
Why am I doing this to myself
My own breath, my own stress
Just let me fucking rest
There's no sense in finishing this fucking mess
Let me die in peace
I finished this fucking lease
Of life, of strife, I used a fucking knife
To end my own life in the middle of the night
A note by my side, reading that it's my time to go
Oh no, I didn't say goodbye, paid the price
To see your face again
To be there in the end
The flowers that you sent on my grave, they decayed
But my name will forever be claimed and framed
For being the one who died in vain
I don't know, know, know
Where to go, go, go
In my own home, home, home
Get the fuck fucking out
I wanna be alone
Connect with my own soul
And get myself known
The seasons changed to the problem I'm facing
Been so many days where I just wanna meet death
They already met death
I must've beat death
Wake up in my death bed
Wonder what happened
Wonder why I'm here
I'm dropping a tear
As I head to the mirror
Examine the slit on my wrist
As I pull up the list of apologies
Currently haunting me
I'm sorry to the people who would have lost me
I looked at my phone
I don't want you to worry
But now I'm remorseful
I should be grateful
I don't know what's more painful
The fact that I didn't ring your phones
Or the fact that I did it at all
Did it at all
No one caught my fault
But it's not their fault
No, not at all
No, not at all, what did I get? No, not at call
Sipping of this cup, I drain my fault
Would you look at that, I lost it all
It slipped from my hands
I watched it fall and land in the sand
Reaching for it back, but there's not a chance
Could I picture us, just one more dance
Why am I doing this to myself
My own breath, my own stress
Just let me fucking rest
There's no sense in finishing this fucking mess
Let me die in peace
I finished this fucking lease
Of life, of strife, I used a fucking knife
To end my own life in the middle of the night
A note by my side, reading that it's my time to go
Oh no, I didn't say goodbye, paid the price
To see your face again
To be there in the end
The flowers that you sent on my grave, they decayed
But my name will forever be claimed and framed
For being the one who died in vain
I don't know, know, know
Where to go, go, go
In my own home, home, home
Get the fuck fucking out
I wanna be alone
Connect with my own soul
And get myself known
Did it at all (why am I doing this to myself?)
Did it at all
No one caught my fault
But it's not their fault (myself)
No, not at all (myself)
Did it at all (why am I doing this to myself?)
Did it at all
No one caught my fault
But it's not their fault (myself)
Myself

Written by:
Caleb Simmons, Maxwell Sanchez

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