Distance from Reality - Beaten Soul

Will there be anyone to witness my last breath
When all I put into this world will be deemed meaningless
I've done my best I'm giving up
Misery seize me, leave not a trace
My soul longs for the darkness' cold embrace
Paralyzed, a hostage in my wake
I've done my best it's not enough, I've done my best I'm giving up
Everything is worthless when everything's in vein
Self-fulfilling sabotaging every chance I had to make a change
An avalanche of panic from the smallest push
Unstoppable momentum till I'm buried premature
What kind of life
Demands eternal fight
Just to thrash inches from drowning, miles from the light
Only so long
Until my will's again undone
Again undone
Will there be anyone to witness my last breath
When all I've put into this world will be deemed meaningless
Hollow shell of a beaten soul, begging for the end
I've done my best it's not enough, all that's left is giving up
Through the midst of hell, I stop and breathe in slow
Like every one before it just a fleeting moment of hope
I curse my god damn lack of courage like that's how I'll cure my illness
There's no way to stop it I'm consumed by every hindrance
My world's collapsing, but I'll keep going
'Cause chaos is all I know
Soon I'll have nothing to show
Am I worthy in this fucking world?
My smile a facade
My love is not enough
The only I'll get back is at the final alter
Eternally empty
How will I choose to go
Lifeless, rotting, quietly awaiting the end
Will there be anyone to witness my last breath
When all I've put into this world will be deemed meaningless
Hollow shell of a beaten soul, begging for the end
I've done my best it's not enough, all that's left is giving up
Misery seize me, leave not a trace
My soul longs for the darkness' cold embrace
Paralyzed, a hostage in my wake
I've done my best it's not enough, I've done my best I'm giving up

Written by:
Kevin Dubois, Pete Quinn

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