Jeremy Caruthers - the kids are always watching

I've learned more than I was taught
Like they say, hey, the kids are always watching
And some things aren't forgotten
So I guess that's why these feelings don't stop
I once was found, but now I'm lost
I spiral downward in my thoughts
Feel like I'm drownin, I'm exhausted
But failure's not an option
Cuz the kids are always watchin
But I'm burdened
I got baggage, they don't deserve
I was damaged, kicked to the curb
How do you learn to give away love
You always felt had to be earned?
I wish I had an answer every time I had a question
I wish I got an A every time I learned a lesson
I wish that I could count up, count up, count up all my blessings
I just wish that I could sleep
I'm just tryina feel ok
Thought about drownin my feelings in an irish stout
But I got a friend up in AA
I ain't tryina go that route
Joe Rogan talks about DMT
Shooting out of his body and seeing things
Like Jesters and all of these entities
Nope, I ain't tryina mess with these
My homie Nate gets tattoos
They say its cheaper than therapy, and that's true
Maybe that's what I'll do
But I'm indecisive, what If I don't like it
Google how much to get it removed?
What method did Mike Tyson use?
Ain't afraid to say I got issues
People will drive you crazy and then hold it against you
Been a victim of narcissism
Abused by religious systems
I been gas lit, but that's past tense
Phoenix and ashes
Some days I'm annoyed that I'm still myself
I just hope I don't hurt somebody while I heal myself

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Jeremy Caruthers

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