Stair - tailwind

I'm filled with fear all of the time
It rules my dreams and fills my nightmares
That's why I run away from you
My strongest courage didn't hold true

And is this all it comes to?
Another face in my camera roll
Another failure
Adding to this downward spiral
I wish I weren't complicated like that
But I know there's something wrong
You could never fix me
But I could never fix myself

And I'm sorry I've been distant
I've been hoping for you
To meet me somewhere in the middle
I'm afraid to make those steps

I know that you don't hate me
At first you wanted to be friends
And I'm sorry for that awkward date
I wanted to hold your hand
Things just didn't work out
And that's ok, it's not your fault
I want to try again
But I don't know if you agree

I can never tell
If you want to talk with me
I don't mean to be a bother
But you're so important to me
In a couple months I'll be
Just a minute or two away
I'd like to see you more
If that's ok with you

This tailwind at my back
Speeds me away from you
Leaves me wondering if I should try or
I don't have a chance
I don't really know how you feel
At this moment in time, and that's ok
I don't need to wait for you
But the possibility's there

Written by:
stair case

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