Amiré Jordyn - Lord Im Trying

Yeah, yeah
Tired of Dealing with all this pain it done got real exhausting
Feel I'm stuck with all these thoughts inside my brain and conscious
Like I'm trapped inside my mind i feel insane I've lost it
Hope they never cross that line and they proceed with caution
I had so many long nights
Got way too many hard times
What else i need to sacrifice
So all the pain I'm feeling dies
I can't tell if you are fake
I can't tell if you are real
I can't tell if you are hot
I can't tell if you are chill
I can't tell you from the block
I can't tell you ran a drill
I can't tell you down to rock
I can't tell you how i feel
I can't tell you I'm alright
I can't tell no, no, no
I can't tell no, no, no
Do the dash in my lil coupe so i escape the sadness
I get in an press a button just to start the madness
All these stars light up my view it's looking panoramic
We ain't cut from the same cloth I'm from a different fabric
Coming out with all this new I'm straight up out the plastic
Soon enough you'll see me make it every hits a classic
Yes i know i shouldn't worry and i shouldn't panic
But my patience running low right now im feeling stranded
Feel alone i know im not and thats the problem dammit
Having war within myself i cannot take more damage
Got my pride up out the way so i can really manage
Time to change and switch my ways and break these bad habits
Aint no motion i can't see all of yall pictures static
Got 'em picking up they sticks and moving very frantic
Crushing up all of these stones to put 'em in a patek
All them words they used to hurt me now I'm moving past it
Chrome heart bezel lüsso jacket and my pants is too
Covered up in high end fashion step inside my shoes
Flood my wrist with all these diamonds cut my princess too
Put some ice around my neck it got me feeling blue
Im gone give this all i got without these missing screws
Gotta leave them all alone if they keep coming loose
You can give em all the tools won't get a single use
I ain't want to have to be the one to break the news
Once they see you moving up they planning on invading
Faking claim they keep it real but steady see them fading
Losing hope don't come around this shit been frustrating
Switching up i made the call it's time to make arrangements
Never added to the pot but they expecting payments
Swear they wanna see me win but don't congratulate me
If you pretend don't want you around that's all I'm really saying
Cause i don't want those vibes inside so i keep steady praying
Man this life been getting harder, is it ever easy ?
Quick to cast an throw they stones like they hands never greedy
Steady blowing up my phone they swearing that they need me
Then gone stab me in my back cause niggas really sneaky
Please know that I'm trying
Ohh, lord I'm trying
Really tryna give my all cause i don't want to lose
I'm the one and not the two don't get it misconstrued

Written by:
Anthony Austin

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