Onik - My Mind is A Wonderful Mess

Tryna get ya close right to the sidewalk
And I'm comin in now through the drywall
Making up heat tryna kill the beat
Trucker hat with vans on the feet
Simple dude just playin safe
Coming on back it's not too late
Just tryna live and not to die
When it comes I'll know it's time
Aye
Hear my song and know the words
Spitting rhymes now kill the verse
Bitch jump on me she know it hurts
Pop the molly that's in the purse
Kick them right off in the dirt
Live the best and make it last
I always vibe till I pass
Aye

My mind is such a wonderful mess
I'm just tryna live till the time pass
Aye
Never gonna stop till you hear what I say
Always love my momma cause I know she'll stay
Never thinking of the past now
There's no turning back right now
I know how to keep self love
So I can always keep going on

Hear me now, I got this
Take a shot I won't miss
Hear the voice stay loud
Get back up don't stay down
I'm crazy but still sane
I live my life and not in shade
I make my path on my own
No one else's I wanna follow
Live my best to the world
So much time in a swirl
Fuck with me say goodbye
Won't even bother to hear yo cries
I'm not normal but that's great
So much shit off my plate
Feel the words time to go
Stay to the side and watch the flow

ADHD and bipolar
But yet this shit ain't getting no colder
Drop the scars it's time to rise
I heal them all and watch them die
All these demons that I gotta slay
It's staying real sweet like Payday
I'm playing old school like Atari
Going real fast like Ferrari
As a teen I wasn't big
My heart be snapping like a twig
Bullied around by the bigger fish
Played around but I'm hard to miss
And call me crazy if ya really want
With all these haters I don't give a fuck
Hear me sing I ain't no pawn
Ashton G be thriving long

My mind is such a wonderful mess
I'm just tryna live till the time pass
Aye
Never gonna stop till you hear what I say
Always love my momma cause I know she'll stay
Never thinking of the past now
There's no turning back right now
I know how to keep self love
So I can always keep going on

Lots of voices all in one
Always choosing right from wrong
Thinking bout all the time
When I still got plenty of rhymes
I keep it small like a dime
I'm a diamond I try to shine
Mood stay tangy like a lime
I always look for the signs
That watch me day and night
Have the fans in sight
Something I'll remember them by
Either on ground or in the sky
Ain't gonna say goodbye
Feel the waves pass on by
Now you hear the mind of me
See my heart and watch it beat

Written by:
Ashton Gutierrez

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