Starlena - if jesus could... (have avoidant attatchment)

Oh, so I'm a cunt
Oh, so I'm a bitch
But you're someone I want nothing to do with
And I can get scrappy and I can get mean
But I'll be the sexiest bitch you've ever seen

You don't deserve my love, not for ten seconds
You think I'd give vulnerability to a man just like you
Polished Nikes, shitty painting you drew
And to think I'd care about your psyche
And mommy issues, you got yours and I got mine too
And you use me and I use you too
Misguided agreement I naively agreed to

And you keep sipping and you keep staring
You keep chatting and I stop caring
I made a mistake when I downed the liquor
I wonder if you kissed me the way you kissed her
I do, I do

If Jesus could turn water into wine
I can turn bottles into wasted time
If Jesus could turn water into wine
I can turn bottles into wasted time

You wasted time, you wasted mine
Spit in my mouth just to call me unkind
You wasted time, you wasted mine
Oh you, I do

If Jesus could
If Jesus could

Empty bottles on the hardwood
Empty bottles on the ceiling
Empty bottles on the nightstand
Empty bottles what is healing
Empty bottles as decoration
Empty bottles at the wedding
Empty bottles shattered on me
Empty bottles done pretending

I can't pretend
That I had fun anymore
I can't pretend
I was asked to be pinned to the floor

Am I just like Jesus except more sus (you're sus)
Am I just like Jesus don't know who to trust (avoidant attatchment)
Am I just like Jesus my demons follow me (watch out)
Am I just like Jesus nailed to a tree (ouch it hurts)
Am I just like Jesus should I forgive them (no)
Am I just like Jesus with the problems of a fem
Did someone say pussy?

I'm not like Jesus
I'm too sick in the head
I'm not like Jesus
I'm better off dead
I'm not like Jesus
I'm not perfect except for my looks
I'm not like Jesus
I'll kill you softly and leave you shook

If Jesus could turn water into wine
I can turn bottles into wasted time
If Jesus could turn water into wine
I can turn bottles into wasted time

You wasted time, you wasted mine
Spit in my mouth just to call me unkind
You wasted time you wasted mine
Oh you, I do

Written by:
starlena james

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