Deadrick - Kaiden's Forgiveness
Wipe away these tears
You grow up without a father what I ultimately Fear
I fear that them people get close all up in your Ear
And tell you lies like your daddy stay away and hate you cause he never come near
Or he wish you disappear
Cause all them spiteful actions that they pull we see clear
I hate that I'm Away
I wish I wasn't military on them leave days and the army fuck me over telling me I can't Stay
I'm feeling some way
You spent 5 years without ya Father
And the distance spreading Farther
Like old jalopy man I wish I had a fresh Starter
I got married and my ass became a Martyr
From a girl who had intentions of sleeping with some Ballers
I should've one night and left and never thought to call her
But I'm happy that ya daddy got you now
See you growing larger
You form a full sentence like a page in a novel.
You asking me questions on the phone
Daddy when you packing up to make your way home
You breaking my heart when you say you feel alone
It's a Shame how far apart me and ya mama grown
That's apart of life it's not so heavenly
Hope you understand when you grow up
And you rich but today I gotta plant the seed
Rich like a melon tree
The court systems so fucked the crimes against fathers should be counted as a Felony
Legal system Shelling me
I hope you understand that your father love you but the distance with us is killing me
She got away with murder. Don't hate her from killing our connection because of choices that we made making Memories
Don't hate me cause I fucked up overseas
I was childish from the hurt you could see my heart Bleed
I know it's no excuse because my time is all you need
But I had to make some choices so you had somewhere to sleep.
Unfortunately me and ya mama couldn't work
So I put in extra hours just to make this system work
I wanna spend time but daddy gotta go to work
So I can make the time I see you just to make it all work
Im sorry.
Written by:
DEADRICK DOUGLAS
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