Xytik - Sky

Look at the sky while I light one
The smell of cigarette on my clothes
I'on even like it
Just used to how the smoke flows
2 AM on a thursday
Thinking bout how close is my birthday
But it's okay
It's just another year I lived the same way
Stuck in a motion that I've been stuck in for some time
So much emotion that I wrote in every single line
So many voices in my head don't know who to listen to
But none of them are even close to the one that I knew
Listen to me while I cover up my face
I wasted time knowing I'd feel so much shame
So much regret I'on even feel the same
Emptiness inside I got only myself to blame
Only got the same name I'on know who I became
Lookin' at the sky, shut the voices in my head
In my head
Feeling sad I don't even cry
Feeling sad I'on even know why
People say it's good to let it out and cry
How did I live so long believing in such a lie?
It feels right to be wrong and I'on even try
'Cause it don't matter it feels wrong to always be right
And between all the shit I take
None of it makes me feel alive without a price to pay
How do I not know someone I talk to everyday
I feel like dying every time I feel like living this way
I buy a pack and feel, it's just another one
Then the second, and the third and the fourth are almost none
It makes me feel like I got something to do so I run
To the gas station tellin' myself it'll be the last one this month
I'm smoking that in front
People that I care about but not enough
To stop maybe drop it in front of them just once
But it'll feel good to smoke one after lunch
Falling for the same lies
Falling for the same lies
Falling for the same lies
Falling for the same lies
Stuck in a motion that I've been stuck in for some time
So much emotion that I wrote in every single line
So many voices in my head don't know who to listen to
But none of them are even close to the one that I knew
Listen to me while I cover up my face
I wasted time knowing I'd feel so much shame
So much regret I'on even feel the same
Emptiness inside I got only myself to blame
Only got the same name I'on know who I became
Lookin' at the sky, shut the voices in my head
In my head
Feeling sad I don't even cry
Feeling sad I'on even know why
Everybody likes me I don't understand how
I'on like the guy I pretend to be now
I pretend to be now
Oh
Everybody likes me I don't understand how
I'on like the guy I pretend to be now
I pretend to be now
Oh

Written by:
Ruben Abreu

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