Tiffrm3 - When Did It All Start

When did it all start
Driving home overthinking I almost crashed my car
Rushing home to talk about this at my table in the dark
Alone cus my friends can't get why this is so hard
So I yelled at the couches and the curtains listened to me spill my heart
I don't even know when did all the spiraling start
And that's thing about depression
Most of my memory is spots
I can't remember times I was happy but I'll reiterate the bad thoughts
And it feels like
Getting carried by the riptides cus I've cried me an ocean
And I can't swim I'm tired
I'm just floating
And half my brains like rocks it just wants to go under
All I want is peace I wonder what that's like
When was the first time
When did it all begin
When did I start fighting all these feelings
I need red lights and stops signs all I see is green lights
And a million cars passing by
And I do understand everyone of them has their own life
But I don't understand I wonder how they feel inside
Welcome to pain drive
say hi passing by
where your best friend lives in the next apartment
you've never been inside where it gets the darkest
Here comes the city street lights
It's quiet everyone but me hears the river
I guess you're all right I've ran out of drive I'm tired yea I'm playing victim
Feel like I'm underwater but my clothes are dry in them pictures
Remember the laughter
When did it end
When was the first time
When did this all start
Ahhhhhh
Ahhhhhhh Ahhh Ahhhh
When did it all start
When did it all begin

Written by:
Latif Eletu

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