Cameron Scott Watson - Superfluous

Hop in the shower, crack a beer, listen here
I didn't feel that great in the first place, mate
So while a little self-indulgence ain't the answer to my problems
I think I'm passed the point I really care
Been searching for a sense of purpose
But lately I'm conviced
At the center of my life is just purpose-less-ness
Like, I'm out to sea
I've gone adrift
The best way to describe my life is just, like, superflous
Yeah, that's right
My superfluous existence

But maybe I'm not alone
Maybe there's others out there
Wishing the world was different
Yeah, wishing the world would care
And we could shoot the shit about cool movies and cool tunes
Or how one day the sun will explode
Or how the moon affects out moods
Cuz man I get so alone at times that it just makes sense
Flesh covers the bone
Flesh searches for more than flesh
One day we'll all be gone that makes it hurt a little less
Sometimes I lie awake at night because I'm so afraid of death

But I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just wanna to be more than a stain
I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just want something more

Cuz does it ever feel like you could go and disappear
And no one would be the wiser
Let alone they shed a tear
Cuz sometimes I lie awake at night trying not to cry
Wondering why I just don't have what it takes to live a life
Oh yeah, it must feel good to matter
Yeah, it must feel good to count
It must feel good to feel something more than endless, empty doubt
I wish I had an answer
I wish I knew what to do
Sometimes the only thing that helps
Is knowing someone else might feel this too

Oh, I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just wanna to be more than a stain
I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just want something more
I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just wanna to be more than a stain
I just wanna feel whole for a change
I just want something more

Written by:
Cameron Watson

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