Apollo KYDD - Undead

Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Laying all night long awake in my bed
I'm just thoughtful, I'm not sad
Like I'm not living, but still not dead
Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Keeping me awake over things I've said
I'm not overthinking, I'm just not ahead
I feel alive, but more like Undead
I'm not overthinking, just analyze
Think about my lows, less bout my highs
Mind is turning and rolling like a fucking dice
For all my lies, to asking what's lives big price
Searching inside my brain for my own advice
And realizing I'm really not that wise
Worry bout them fake friend disguise
And them truly trusting looking fake eyes
Bothering to much bout what i wanna revise
Sleeplessness is what I agonize
Too much beauty, I don't ever recognize
All these thoughts turning not just clockwise
Stressing too much bout society and my shirt size
And forgetting about my closest allies
If I'm wearing non brand or Levi's
Sometimes I manage to sleep, what a surprise
Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Laying all night long awake in my bed
I'm just thoughtful, I'm not sad
Like I'm not living, but still not dead
Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Keeping me awake over things I've said
I'm not overthinking, I'm just not ahead
I feel alive, but more like Undead
I gotta work on this, and on that too
I need to remember what I've gone through
All the stories about my sick tattoos
My life movie deserves a five star review
I'm not naive, not easy to see through
Only trusting my family and my dearest crew
All these haters, saying sorry waiting in the queue
They're still the same losers while I grew
I really changed, this me is new
My life's rising fast like a bamboo
This new me's something I wanna stick to
This is only the beginning, the preview
I'm really proud who I've got for my point of view
I'm like Google and the haters are like Yahoo
I don't bother what others say anymore
Yeah, cause we taking the W
Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Laying all night long awake in my bed
I'm just thoughtful, I'm not sad
Like I'm not living, but still not dead
Cause I got this thunderstorm in my head
Keeping me awake over things I've said
I'm not overthinking, I'm just not ahead
I feel alive, but more like Undead
Sometimes I don't know why I keep going
Why I keep showing up, instead of growing up
Asking why I keep flowing
When I feel more like, just throwing up
This game is too unpredictable to be guaranteed
But I rather try to plant my seed
One day it will pay off and I succeed
I just know that that's a fact indeed
But sometimes it's hard not to give up
Been down more often than I've been up
Cause I am getting really sick of
All the damn times that I trip up
From all the sleepless nights, writing all these lines
I have lost myself, that is no surprise
To all these times I wanna throw it away
I push it to the gong, yeah I will stay

Written by:
Noa Gabriel

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