Eli York - Xanxiety

Won't be down forever
I won't be down forever
Wont be down forever
I won't be down forever
I won't be here forever
I won't be here forever
I get stuck in my thoughts sometimes
I'm feeling lost sometimes
Riding the train away
Going insane Again
Anxiety is killing me I need a Novocain
Just to take all the pain away
I'm not gonna break today
Cause I get alone sometimes
Leave me alone sometimes
Push you away
Just to see if you'll stay this time
Wanna get high sometimes
Catch a vibe sometimes
Even though I'm dying inside
I still feel alive
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
I got demons on my mind
That been with me for a while
I've been talking to myself
I don't know if they can tell
I've been calling out to God
All I got is voicemail
Think he got me on block
Cause I've been blowing up this cell, yeah
Wish on a wishing well
I hope they wish me well
It's way to cold outside
Angels, they stay inside
Life is a living hell
And nothing's really real, yeah
But I still feel alive
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Yo, every day I'm dying
Counting down the clock
I've been working on my timing
Having suicidal thoughts
I got too much on my mind
I think I need a therapist to help me stay in line
They say nothing last forever
I won't be here forever
Yeah, I was doing bad bad
Now I'm doing better
I've been staying in my lane
Staying out the way
I get in my way sometimes
Don't get in the way
Don't get in the way
Don't get in the way
I still feel alive
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Yeah, and mental health is a real thing
So many people are suffering from depression
anxiety, anger, trauma
And they just suppress it and try to hold it in
And it keeps building up until it just explode on the inside
And you gotta live your life like it's your last
Cause people dying every day
I still feel alive
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside
Still feel alive
Even though I know I'm dying inside

Written by:
eliyiah johnson

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