Any Last Words? - Apologies

Here we go

The way you apologized, it came straight from the heart
I thought it was all a lie, so I kept you in the dark
All that's left is a lullaby, never got to say goodbye
So I guess I apologize, yeah, I guess I apologize

I'm not sure what's gonna happen next
Looks like there's nothing left
From what we had before
But how the hell could I tell
I've had this television for so long
I don't even answer calls from my mom
I'm not as strong as I thought I was
And it's not like this is anonymous, no
I'm doing it the right way this time
And I'm still staying up past midnight
But the energy flows, and it's like
Super heavy, but the music makes the weight light
Like when you're taking your boots off
After working in the mud
Or like when you're putting your clothes on
After fucking someone you don't love

The way you apologized, it came straight from the heart
I thought it was all a lie, so I kept you in the dark
All that's left is a lullaby, never got to say goodbye
So I guess I apologize, yeah, I guess I apologize

I should have been more assertive
But I was searching for purpose
And it was making me nervous
Cause I didn't think that I deserved it
That's why I was constantly working my ass off
But I'm ready to take the mask off
And show you the scars underneath
Please don't be grinding your teeth
When you see, yes, I am human indeed
Even though I'm straight and I'm white and I'm male
You better believe that I've failed
Over and over again, now I'm removing the nails
From the coffin of self-inflicted sabotage
Time to get it poppin' and accept the past is gone

The way you apologized, it came straight from the heart
I thought it was all a lie, so I kept you in the dark
All that's left is a lullaby, never got to say goodbye
So I guess I apologize, I guess I apologize

Written by:
Aaron Voborny

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