Rood Pherny - IDK WHY

I don't know why
I wake up and I tell myself all these lies
Acting like I got no will and no drive
To push myself out of this life
I don't know why
Sometimes I feel this isn't life
I don't know why
Pain running, lapping my mind
I know
I'm not an idol
I'll tell you how to fight though
Everyday gotta fight like it's a final
This shit is so dark
A twist like ozark
Tryna be a bit Mozart
With a Broke heart
I keep going like I'm Michael
Didn't start late never lost faith
Had a slow start
If I lose I go hard
I lose it I set goals
Hope they start booming like metro
I'm not proven
Hard work is where the shoe fits
The more pain the more difficult to let go
You judge me off a dress code
Funny
I go to ross spend less and get more
Used to be so obsessed with retros
Until I realized it's more important to get dough
Why you entitled like you're special
We all die I'm not special either just a dreamer
I stay open I go different routes like a receiver
Gotta be patient with your mental
It's a lonely world only if you tryna be the best though
I'm not judgmental
I'm nobody no need to be resentful
I'm not gonna settle
I know I got potential
I don't need help from the devil
I don't know why
I wake up and I tell myself all these lies
Acting like I got no will and no drive
To push myself out of this life
I don't know why
Sometimes I feel this isn't life
I don't know why
Pain running, lapping my mind
Didn't grow up dirt poor
But I felt like an earth worm
I was in the search for
Acceptance
Kept falling off the surfboard
In my head it was a turf war
Struggled mentally
Do I wanna earn more
Or worry about being her world
Like damn babe can't wait till our first born
Nah man I did that
I would go days eating a Mcdouble or a Big Mac
Times were rough but I didn't sit back
An underdog I hit back
My style never switched that
I'll be honest I used to kiss ass
I was nervous cause I knew my shits wack
Not when I spit raps
But being happy in my body
My mind was all chit chat
Then I said fuck everybody
Ima do me
Started on my diss track
I work better when I'm pissed off
Friends are friends till no favors then they kick rocks
I'm not a mic so please don't test me
Why the fuck is life against me
It tempts me
To walk the line walk the line
Let god decide
If I should live on thin ice
Let my heart explode like there's a bomb inside
No suicide does not apply
I monetize not on dollar signs
Only when I drop a line
And empower you to wanna fight
People change a pattern don't
I don't rap for the money I want my cash to flow
But everyday I'm alway saying this
I don't know why
I wake up and I tell myself all these lies
Acting like I got no will and no drive
To push myself out of this life
I don't know why
Sometimes I feel this isn't life
I don't know why
Pain running, lapping my mind

Written by:
Rudy De Leon

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