ryan john clary - PERMANENT

I think I learn the same thing
Over again every year
I tried tricking my brain
But it knows when it's that time of year
This time it feels different
This time it's feels like it'll stick
So I inked my body again
In hopes to achieve permanence
Cause I don't know how to say all the things I mean
It's not that
I don't want this to change
But it's not that easy
I got a jar with my grandfathers ashes
Sitting next to a box of shrooms
Maybe I'll take some tonight and ask him how he's doing
This time it feels like I don't know
How to act
Ever since you left this world
I don't know who to ask
Cause I don't know how to say all the things I mean
It's not that
I don't want this to change
But it's not that easy
I'm surrounded by some strange things
All over the place every where
My minds slipping, my brain
Doesn't know if it's bad idea
Every things gone different
I'm adjusting to the change in the wind
Will I return to my body again
Will I ever know how it all ends
Cause I don't know how to say all the things I mean
It's not that
I don't want this to change
But it's not that easy

Written by:
Ryan Clary

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