Philly Titan - Maniac

This book was written by a mother fucking maniac
I'm passed off at the world I need to blaze a sack
Now ima take it back to the old school
You got to keep your head up that shit is so true
This book was written by a mother fucking maniac
I'm pissed off at myself I need to blaze a sack
Now ima take it back cuz this shit is mine
They never cheered for me when I passed the finish line

The youngest one of four was taken to a fro
All the places they didn't want no body else to know
So I never told a soul not even my mom's
They told me all about the game and said I was a pawn
Now they only tryna use me to they benefit
But I ain't strong enough to tell em I ain't feeling it
So I just keep on doing the same things
My daddy's looking in my eyes and he can tell I changed
Cuz I use to be so happy back when my hair was always looking nappy
I believe how quickly that things change
I tried to grow up too fast so the day came
When these mother fuckers tried to take my life away
I'm only 16 bitch I can't die today
So I just keep fighting til they take my knife away
I see it bright as day there's too many of them
So I Hop on my feet and I start running
Then a car creeps up and it starts gunning
Now I hit the floor there's nowhere else to go
I pray to God dont fill me up with bullet holes

This book was written by a mother fucking maniac
I'm passed off at the world I need to blaze a sack
Now ima take it back to the old school
You got to keep your head up that shit is so true
This book was written by a mother fucking maniac
I'm pissed off at myself I need to blaze a sack
Now ima take it back cuz this shit is mine
They never cheered for me when I passed the finish line

I hate thinking about the past but I find myself
Searching hard tryna find the point from which I fell
From God's grace cuz I'm all alone up in this cell
Like organisms that be living in a fucking shell
I try so hard to break out thinking nature's got a way out
For me to live my days out
Let's see how this shit plays out
Cuz sometimes I just phase out
Call me sine wave
That's why I need to blaze out
Because my mind craves
The things I ain't suppose to do
According to who?
All the people who want to control the things we do
I ain't tryna hurt no body I just wanna help
Teach the next generation to control their self
Cuz without self there's no we
without you there's no me
Without us they won't see that really we are family
And the man in me won't let it pass
My heart shines bright like a fucking flash
Tryna light the way through this dark path
I wanna be a part of the aftermath
And I ain't talking about no label
Hey If you really wanna run with me
I can break you out of your stable
Cuz you know good company is really hard to come by
I'm crazy but I know why
Because I met an angel and she told me that I won't fly

It's fucked up man
But the thing is
If you believe in God
Then you already know
He puts us through what he wants us to go through
To be a better person

Written by:
Phillip Lara

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