Jinari Kemet - S.Y.N.H

Somethings in the air right now
And It's been clouding my mind to the extent that I don't care to find out
What's happening it's healthy to be scared right now
But this pressure is winning it ain't a fair fight
Now I'm broken down to my knees, on the edge of defeat
I'm about to concede, there's a ledge I can see
Would I drown in deceit, because the ending is bleak
I hear the sound of a beat, the real exit is me
Putting everything I have into something with expression
Cause Growing up I never had the strength to learn a lesson
So every time I had to face a moment of depression
I would push it to the side until turned into aggression
The rage built up from being isolated cultivated
Into a solid barricade not knowing that the wall that I built to be protective
Was actually the main reason I was so defective, and now I'm singing

Take it slow, so you understand
Which way to go, in this unknown land now
Hold my hand, while you watch me go
Just so you know, what it feels like to miss
Something you never had

And I been steady counting all my blessings
But now I'm running low it's got my heart in a recession
But can't nobody help me so I'm asking you the question tell me
What I'm posed to do when I just don't believe in heaven
There's no better life for me in the end
I can't change what I believe there's no need to pretend
I'm in pain and my mama telling me to repent
But I could never bow my head to a thing I resent, so
What do I do? Gimme a hint or a clue, somebody show me the proof
Look at the view, isn't it beautiful who
Could have invented it? You wanna assume
Everything started from nothing and no one ignited the fuse
Tell me the truth, bet you were feeling invincible but you were really abused
By nothing but my own my mistakes
Sometimes it feels like the place I'm meant to go is to waste
I got a pulse, mind and body control the pace
My hearts fine but I need to give my soul a break so imma

Take it slow, so you understand
Which way to go, in this unknown land now
Hold my hand, while you watch me go
Just so you know, what it feels like to miss
Something you never had

It feels like I'm reaching out all for nothing
Talking bout, preaching doubt was I bluffing
I don't wanna leave with out saying something
I'm blissful and telling how you I don't trust it
I can see it coming
But I'm too insecure to be, completely sure I won't love it
Press the button, and now I'm singing

Take it slow, so you understand
Which way to go, in this unknown land now
Hold my hand, while you watch me go
Just so you know, what it feels like to miss
Something you never had
Something you never had
Something you never had
Something you never had

Written by:
Kemet Ojo

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