Matic - To B or Not T Be

Go into meditation
I let myself align with music just like the planets
Causing my elevation
Embarking on the quest of writing
That brings upon a sense of relaxation
And yet I still feel the hesitation creeping
Like the devil when he saw me on the edge about to take a leap of faith
Seeking to obtain the crown that I was Promised
By my heart and soul the moment I came on The planet
It was august 18th 1998
The first day a breath made his way into my
Chest
The sun seemed
like a pure reflection of me
The stars announced my arrival to the Galaxy
Many aspirations
Were planted on my vessel
Was put on the wrong environment
Lotta complications
Happened
Was involved in music
From the age of
Nine and
Ten
Listening to music I could barely understand
Turning 15
The whole family
Went overseas
Then its 16
Started on composing poetry
And
Time passed and the gods all conspired
To connect me with other people that had The fire
The desire
To create
Writing became the escape
To sustain a living hell
Doubted by many
A student of my surroundings
Plato said it best
What I know is that I know nothing
Heart and brain are accelerated Debating
What route may be the best for me
To be taking
To follow what I always wanted
Just go play it safe
Be a coward
Live a life of guilts and regrets
To be or not to be
Is the dilema that I'm facing
The purpose in my life has to be more
than repetition and pacing a constant Frustration
I'm walking and breathing but not really Living and what a waste
To have the power to excel
But never get a taste
What a waste…

Written by:
Cesar Golindano Espanol

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