Prple Drip and Noah Zelem - Rock Bottom

I think I just hit the bottom
My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten
Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom
Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted
You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in
Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in
I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'
Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

Put down my dog and my grandpa just passed
And my girl just broke up now I can't get her back
Everyone says to move on from the past
But I live in a nightmare it might be the last

'Cause I might wake up for good fall asleep
And monsters in my head haunting me
And the demons in my eyes honestly
I'd rather be dead 'cause there's gotta be more for me

It made my heart hurt yeah my heart stopped when I saw the casket
Ain't no atheist but it had me wonderin' what happens after
Either here for a reason or nothing matters

Tell me you hate me I'd tell you that's ditto
Wrote a death note now it's under my pillow
Stretching my mental it feels like a limo
She ripped out my heart and she ate it like jello

I think I just hit the bottom
My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten
Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom
Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted
You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in
Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in
I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'
Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

It's been 13 years of feeling like a heathen
They preached the gospel but they took away its meaning
I walked away from Christ because they were misleading
Now I'm calling out to God like please redeem me
I'm doing Christianity the wrong way
I sinned again so I know I'm not saved
I did the works do I really need faith?
I guess it didn't work when I prayed
I'll try again hoping this is the time
Praying in public I started to climb
The spiritual ladder so high but then I
Lost that support when I started to rhyme
Like you cannot rap if you gonna be Christian
The world is too lost don't know why u still fishing
Just tell them oh well don't know why u keep wishing
Play by the rules nah I follow the mission
He told me give hope to the lost and I listen
God is the judge you ain't it you just trippin'
You follow your preference I follow conviction
Aim at perfection but everyone missing

I think I just hit the bottom
My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten
Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom
Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted
You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in
Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in
I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'
Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

I think I just hit the bottom
My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten
Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom
Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted
You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in
Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in
I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'
Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

Written by:
Noah Zelem, Jonah Fictum

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