M3NT4L - Flowers

Yeah, what's the point in holding on I just, I don't understand, what's the point
After all is said and done I give my all and I get nothing back It only hurts more to prolong
But I'm done with this This is it I'm done I'm done The flowers grow and then they gone

I don't think you understand what it's like to feel this pain
What it's like to have feelings fade
What it's like to feel ashamed of what you want to say
Convince myself I'm okay
Watch myself drift away

But I watch myself become history
Because I don't like to say what I think
Say what I need, pray for my needs
Still I proceed to prolong

And so long, I've bottled inside
These feelings I've tried to hide
These feelings that made me lose my mind
And still I believe it's a crime

To open up and say I'm moving on
Okay, don't wanna listen to anyway
Okay, like a broken record
Repeating every word I say

Feeding it into the little eyes
Like I'm prey feeling
Like I'm really hypnotized
Every single second, every single hour

Every day, taking my breath
You're taking my time
Suffocating my chest
Crushing my mind

I'm done with the lies
I'm done with the crying
So it's time to let flowers wither away
Otherwise it's like

Holding onto a rope that's frayed
It'll let you fall
It'll let you die
It doesn't care if you cry

So don't be shy
Let it go
Otherwise you'll feel
You're buried in snow

Reaching for air to breathe
Sinking inside a sea
What's the point in holding on
I'm just so tired of this

I'm tired of every little thing
After all is said and done
I'm just beginning to not understand the point of this
It only hurts more to prolong

Yeah, why am I even saying this
Cause you never even cared in the first place
The flowers grow and then they're gone
So, once again, I'm done

I'm done with this
I'm done with that
I'm done with every single crap
I'm done with taking, duct tape and

Fixing every single crack
Gonna let it break, let it fade
Anyways, better days
Coming my way, riding the waves

Killing the lows
Wearing new clothes, I'm in my zone
The light is shown
I'm better without you

Hope you know
Crawled myself out of the snow
Lighting everything on fire
Done with always being tired

And not desired
So, I take the lighter
Grab a can of gasoline
Pour it all over your memories

Watch it float away
Turn to dust I'd like to watch it
Combust
There was us

You were selfish
You don't even know what the definition of help is
Instead you left me helpless
Suffocating in my helplessness

So, I'm taking my air to breathe
You just wait and see
I'll find somebody that's better than me
So, I take these flowers and crush them in my hands

Because if it weren't for you
I wouldn't be the man I am
I'm done with holding onto things
So I can finally stand

Feel an overwhelming peace
That's super grand
Nothing but silence
What's the point in holding on

I've got nothing left to say
After all is said and done
I mean what more can you say
It only hurts more to prolong
Everything that's been said has already been said
The flowers grow and then they're gone

Just that's it

Written by:
Alex Pearl

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