Cove - Preparing Me

That's how it is
I'm overthinking my intrusive
Thoughts have overtaking God on your side
Can't help but

Feel forsaken
Heart racing
Trying to get back to you
My mind is pacing

Everything that you always do is breathtaking
Tell me what you want to do
I just know how much I'm about to lose
I don't understand why you put me in a mood and you don't understand

I'm only tripping about you
So yeah, I fall
I got rid
These numbers

You the only one I call
Pride in the way I couldn't see the lies at all
You should've known it would be this way before we really even got involved
So fuck a sorry for your loss

I tell em that you're dead to me
I remember all the things you went and said to me
Shit, I never really had my feelings
Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me

Apparently, I know by the way that you stare at me
You don't even love me
You don't care for me
Real love always been rare to me

Real love always been rare to me
You don't even love me
You don't care for me
I was hoping for a change

In back, of my mind, knew it all felt the same
Nights like this, I wish I felt the rain
It's really been a while since I really felt this way
I knew you didn't care for me

And you lied and you told me you'd be there for me
I remember all the fucked up things you said to me
Cause I never really had my feelings
Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me

I was hoping for a change
In the back, of my mind, knew it all felt the same
Nights like this, I wish I felt the rain
It's really been a while since I really felt this way

I knew you didn't care for me
And you lied and you told me you'd be there for me
I remember all the fucking things you said to me
Cause I never really had my feelings

Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me

Written by:
Decovan Brown

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