Fayd & Northeastbeats - Inbetween

Sick of being sick and tired
My lucks expired
Sick of living cheque to cheque
Now I'm drowning in this debt
But I set a fire
To every single one of you motherfuckers I call a liar
Now I can't get out my head
So I'm getting wired
Every single night I'm way to tired
I work until I can't I wanna raise myself way higher
N leave a legacy for my son to admire
When he's older help him grow more and he'll be a soldier
I know he'll move a mountain just like it's a fucking boulder
No doubt he'll have clout
But i just want my boy to know more
About himself then his dada did so on and so forth
I grew up not to bad not to good
It's in between
My parents taught me most of what I need to be who me
But I wanna teach my boy to be who he wanna be
No matter who or what come between him n my boys dream
I grew up fairly stable
For that more than anything I'm very thank full
I hope my parents here this
Cause I really hold em dearest
Ever since back then I've never spoke the clearest
But you know I've always been the weirdest
I wanna say it's not ya fault for all the assault
I should've talked about it but i kept it in my heart
I mean i told you bout the bullies but that's just the start
So many times i wanna speak up bout the other parts
But now it's many years later n i been breaking down
So mom n dad I'm sorry that i ain't been coming round
But every time ya'll talk about god it brings me down
Cause it was christian kids that raped me when they held me down
N that was the last day ya prince held his fucking crown
I'm sorry that i blamed you for it n it's coming out
I'm crying on these words but it don't make a fucking sound
All that matters to me now is that i make you proud
I grew up not to bad not to good
It's in between
My parents taught me most of what I need to be who me
But I wanna teach my boy to be who he wanna be
No matter who or what come between him n my boys dream
I miss my brothers like crazy
They probably think I'm lazy
Cause they both made it in an industry that makes em happy
N I'm sitting here rapping bout mistakes well my son is napping
Hoping I don't cap n but a fucking cap in
I miss my sis n lately been worried bout her shit
The only one I'm ever comfortable to hit
Don't wanna say to much but just to much like me
I hope she never goes through anything i did or might be
Unfortunately I see the look in her eyes it's likely
I reach out when I do she never really actually comes through
I miss doin shit siblings do
I miss you mom dad Nick and Alex too!

Written by:
Mackenzie Moorhead

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