Flow 8tate - Never Gonna Say Good-bye

As a man it's hard to say
I spend nights crying wishing you were here
Even in my age
After 15 years
Still some fog, it don't lift, don't clear
Still livin' in a world where the sick aren't cured
There's no different story
Missin' stories that could've been written
Things that should've, but didn't
Things can change in a minute
One minute it's sunshine
The next, Pain's rainin' within us
Staining our innards
Just hopin' life goes on when you break through the finish
I miss smellin' what you were making for dinner
Back when life was in a place of beginning
All the places we lived in
I know you left your mark
Cause when you left, everyone you met, had blessed regards
It's like the moment that you left, you went to bless the stars
Bittersweet, I guess
If life goes on, I know you're keepin' check
If life goes on, I'm here waiting on my deepest breath
I'll be walking on this path 'til I meet you next

I just hope you know how much I miss you
Jealous of the moments I didn't get with you
Waitin' on the day I stand next to you
Glowin' in eternal sunsine
Sun blind by your smile
Like even though the path was hard, it's like I never walked a mile
I kept the faith, knowin' when my time ran out, I'd see your face
In a place of grace
Makin' up for memories we haven't made

You taught me grief is a process
It's a door that never closes
It's broken emotions
It's trying to put it back together with missin' components
Some days, it's bricks on my shoulders
Some days I need to be lifted and I just wish I could phone ya'
You taught me nothing is forever
That even the little moments should be treasured
Memories runnin' dry, it's like the middle of the desert
I wish I could remember more
Maybe that's a gift at heaven's doors
Where the movie runs backwards like it's Benjamin Button
Like a reintroduction
I hope you see the seas I've been stuck in are leadin' to something
I know if you could take away the guilt, you'd be freeing me from it
Times I wish I was a better son
I wish in them last years are relationship was a better one
Some things I wish I'd never done
And some thing I wish I had
But at the time, there was too much there to grasp
I was runnin' through the past
In a flash
Knowin' all our moments were coming to there last

I just hope you know how much I miss you
Jealous of the moments I didn't get with you
Waitin' on the day I stand next to you
Glowin' in eternal sunsine
Sun blind by your smile
Like even though the path was hard, it's like I never walked a mile
I kept the faith, knowin' when my time ran out, I'd see your face
In a place of grace
Makin' up for memories we haven't made

I just hope you know how much I miss you
Jealous of the moments I didn't get with you
Waitin' on the day I stand next to you
Glowin' in eternal sunsine
Sun blind by your smile
Like even though that path was hard, it's like I never walked a mile
I kept the faith, knowin' when my time ran out, I'd see your face
In a place of grace
Makin' up for memories we haven't made

Written by:
Dustin Wolf

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