TFE Sheedo - By Myself (Outro)

All by my lonely and I thugging by myself
Gotta play it smart and put my feelings on the shelf
Close the old book and write a new one as I go
Gotta get high for all the times that I feel low
Come on the beat and speak on the pain I don't show
It ain't easy going through shit but I keep it G
Strongest as they come, not a thing they throw was breaking me
Coming back for every single thing what they take from me
All by myself 'cause it ain't too much I could trust
In a world full of snakes, it ain't too much I could love
Tell them free up the top spot, I coming to get that
Want be in front 'cause I ain't get no time to sit back
Can't give out my heart for free so I gotta add tax
I ain't where I wanna be so I cannot relax
You wasn't for me and I didn't even see that
Spread my secrets dawg, I couldn't even believe that
I get heart break so many times and I still feel that
When I find this happiness again, no one could steal that
On this road, I promise myself I wouldn't fold or break
I had feelings for certain shit I had to throw it away
I want it the time I spend showing love to snakes back
They said they loved me but they didn't, it was all cap
All the time I spend chasing hoes, want it all back
Was repairing people who break me, I had to fall back
Doing all these drugs because the pain so deep what I tryna erase
Just to focus, I gotta take one blunt to the face
I want check on you but I know that ain't even my place
Wish you the best from a distance, I gotta give you space
Mommy always tell me that my heart slowing me down
Always giving people the strength to knock me down
Just tryna change my mommy frowns back to smiles
When this rap pop, make the struggles worth while
'Cause I remember when I was down bad, couldn't find no talent
Remember I felt like I was strange 'cause certain niggas had shit and I didn't have it
Remember people look down on me 'cause I have a single parent
You wouldn't believe this shit but it's real life and I want you hear it
I don't speak on certain shit because of the weight of it
Just 'cause I smiling that don't mean I ain't got pain and shit
I be tryna ease the pain on my brain and shit
After a while, I know I wasn't gon' be the same and shit
I can't even sit down and really just explain the shit
Just know I prevail through everything they said I couldn't win
Ain't nothing to prove but I have so much to lose
Ain't where I wanna be but I get so much that I came from
So much anger on my brain, all I think about is redrum
The lies replaying in my head, yeah the ones they told me
Should've payed attention to the signs that they really showed me
I thought that they was real but they just leave me on my lonely
And we gon' be balling soon, they gotta watch from the nosebleeds
They gotta watch us from the nosebleeds
Gang
Gang
New Chapter, gang

Written by:
Rasheed Dewar

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