Ayva Gray - forgiveness...

If you saw me again, would you ever say you're sorry?
Tell me how it haunts you, you're taken up by darkness,
Tell me you were young, but you knew that it would scar me
To take my innocence.
If you saw me again, would you say that you remember
The night that we snuck in, late into November?
Your hand on my face (hit me on my face), burned my skin down to its center
You held me as I cried to you.
If you saw me again, would you say I wasn't lying
When I told all my friends I was scared to go outside?
Wherever I went, you were always close behind
Keeping your eyes on me.
If you saw me again, would you still say that you miss me?
Tell me all the ways that you have dreamed to fix me,
Save me from all the cold-hearted, empty space you left with me

Oh I, (I wonder why) Wonder why
I've been getting scared of grocery aisles
And I (I say I'm fine) say I'm fine
But I know for you it's nothing like this
I (I wanna cry) wanna cry
Three years away, I can't forget your name
I... (You're a fucking bitch)
Now I'm lost in your eyes
So I'm lost in my mind

If you saw me again, would you finally say it's crazy?
You told me all your thoughts when you knew that it would pain me
Put your blood on my hands, then said "you saved me."
But I was living life afraid
If you saw me again, would you admit you broke your promise?
That night you spent with her, you were being so dishonest
You called me later to tell me about your time with
"Only a friend."
If I saw you again, would I finally believe you?
Would I see it in your eyes that your words are the truth?
The pain of not knowing has finally fallen through
And I can let it go

I wanna let it go
I wanna let it go
I wanna let you go...

Written by:
Ava Groen

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