YoungMarrs - Where Do I Begin...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets
Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence
Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces
I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis
Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?
Where do I begin?
Don't know what to do, who gon' help me through
Know a lot of people, but can only name a few
Burnt more bridges than I have intended to
I fall back when I get into a mood
I don't have anybody else to lose
Hold up, let me hit up Dhruv, He's like, Matt, won't you let me in the loop?
It's been a half a decade and you still got me confused
I ask you a question, why you answer me with clues?
Why's this what you choose? Why you stay secluded?
It started way back, before I was who you knew But nah, I'm not new to this
I let people in and they all end up abusing it, giving people my problems never had solutions
They would rather talk about it than troubleshoot it
Only in an argument would it be a tool, so
Please don't take it wrong if you feel like I'm not as cool with you
(I-)
Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets
Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence
Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces
I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis
Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?
Where do I begin?
And I might be crazy
For putting effort into those who might repay me
Maybe I could show them I could light the way
If they don't know by now, though we might not make it
I had friends fall out, I had friends betray me
Friend disgraces, I set an example and hope for changes
One thing I found out is they can not fake it
Heavy is the crown, right? What's that saying?
Used to look down on me, one thing changed is they could only look down anytime they face me
Loyalty is one thing I do not play with, nobody was around
I remember the days when I was just a small child nobody would claim me,
Tryna figure out who I wanted to be
And nowadays I go around overcompensating
Ask me the reason along the way, I-I
Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets
Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence
Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces
I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis
Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?
Where do I begin?

Written by:
Matthew Cuin

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