Kb8 - THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW

Isn't it crazy how much pain we will voluntarily endure in our search for love
Love is pain
Seriously I can't eat I can't sleep
All I can do is sit here and think of her
Love is pain
And how I would do anything for her
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love
When you're so fucked up you can't think
You can't blink you can't eat you can't drink
You can't sleep no not even one wink
You can't bring yourself back from the brink
So much pain in my heart and my brain
One part sorrow and the other part insane
Why did I try to start this ridiculous campaign
Trying to find love when I'm circling the drain
But my thoughts remain the same I am fixated on her face and name
And without her all I face is pain so no doubt I will slowly go insane
By thinking of the wonderful ways that her grace and beauty once filled my days
Until I fucked it all up in the stupidest ways
What a mess I'm depressed and stressed at best
And so I hope to make it my daily quest
To smoke dope pot weed grass dabs and cess
And go to that bartender and say hell yes
That's how you know you are in love hell yeah give me a fucking drink
That's how you know you are in love fourteen and years of sobriety down the tube I think
That's how you know you are in love
No but seriously if I was going to give up my sobriety for love
That's how you know you are in love
It would have to be a hell of a love
That's how you know
As I actively choose to sit up all night and lose
All sleep because I cannot stop thinking of you
And then I weep because I'm hoping that this shit is not true
That this fight might be the end of me and you
Then I'm like what the fuck can I do to break out this stupid cycle that I keep going through
Where I don't really know what is false or what is true
But I over analyze and then want to argue
Yeah this is when I geek out and freak out and most of my insecurities slowly start to leak out
Then I try to speak but I cannot speak out
Because I'm either frozen or on fire so I'm snuffed out
Then my worst fears arise before my eyes and if I pay attention they will be my demise
That's how you know you are in love yeah I'm acting crazy again I'm in love it's no surprise
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know when you act crazy and shit
That's how you know you are in love
When you do things you normally wouldn't do
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know
When you think of love you must think of how far you would go to show you're a superstar
How much praise stays on her radar and how many days does it take to raise the bar
Would you buy caviar or learn to play guitar
Or give her a baby and with her dad have a cigar
So how can I prove that I want to move into a home that I happily share with you
What would I dare to do to show I care for you
And that I would always be there for you
Would I keep spending money that I don't really got
And do anything just to tie the knot
Would I turn to crime or keep trying to rhyme or keep making pizzas for a nickel and a dime
Would I struggle and strive to keep the dream alive and let go of all else to ensure we survive
I would do anything to make you my queen that's how you know You know what I mean
You know what I mean
That's how you know you are in love
When you would do anything when you would go to any length
That's how you know you are in love when you would face any challenge
That's how you know
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know
If you want to know if your love is pure then you must think what would you endure
Would you sit there and take the abuse if she drank too much of the grey goose
And then she starts to swing because she's doing this nightmare thing
She's blacked out so you know it don't mean a thing
But no doubt she can still hit and it will sting
So let's just hope that she is not wearing her rings
Yeah because then that shit will really sting
But never fail she'll just pull out those gucci nails
The little razor blades that like to leave blood trails
Or impale as she slices them into me
She got me real bad when we were sound asleep
And I don't fight back because I know it's not purposely
She's just having it out with her PTSD
And now I see to protect her at all times is my j o b
It's like I've had an epiphany Yes I'm in love with
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love
That's how you know you are in love I am in love
That's how you know you are in love
I am in love
That's how you know you are in love I am in love
That's how you know you are in love I am in love
That's how you know you are in love I am in love
That's how you know you are in love I am in love
That's how you know
But then she leaves and she doesn't come back and it turns me into an insomniac
It throws my whole system out of whack with the danger of running my train off the track
Just like a bust when I'm playing blackjack I will wither away and my blood turns black
And the pain I'm feeling is cardiac
I fear I am dying of a heart attack
I fear I am dying of a heart attack
I fear I am dying of a heart attack
I fear I am dying of a heart attack
I fear I am dying of a heart attack
That's how I feel when she has to go I feel empty from head to toe
I want to bring it all back and restart the show yes I would do anything that's how you know
That's how you know you are in love

Written by:
KEVIN BRUMMETT

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