NO i IN JESSE - Guilty Pleasures

I feel ashamed hard to cope
Guilt trippin automatic
The same all I know
Different day concealing pain
Insane high to low bipolar I go manic
I'm scared all alone
Slip away I'm quick to change
Like the seasons hide the reasons
I'm tweaking no drugs just my thinking Just my demons
Fiendin' to be able to feel love
Real love not synthetic we up then I'm descending
I fall behind by speeding up
Large amounts at least to me I bet
Sleepless nights speed of light the speed I went
All about me found my center
Around myself selfish
My guilty pleasures
Large amounts at least to me I bet
Sleepless nights speed of light the speed I went
All about me found my center
Around myself selfish
My guilty pleasures
Deal with shame all alone
The cause of a lot of static
Impatient on the go
It's the same reveal my ways
Got the flame if you want smoke
high roller fumble baggage
Impaired lost control trick my brain I'm quick to change
I drift away when I'm drinking lincoln sniffs up the cane
Feel deranged lost my soul adios not fit for fame
Just to entertain I lost touch with my sanity
Getting close with strangers and farther away from family
Large amounts at least to me I bet
Sleepless nights speed of light the speed I went
All about me found my center
Around myself selfish
My guilty pleasures
Large amounts at least to me I bet
Sleepless nights speed of light the speed I went
All about me found my center
Around myself selfish
My guilty pleasures

Written by:
JESSE NETH

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