Realistic - Out of my mind

I'm drained, drained, or maybe I'm just tired of these thoughts in my brain
I'm drained, or maybe it's just cause cause these checks don't feel the same
Yeah, looking around at the people who really doubted me
I'm noticing those are the only people who gon' be around for me
There's a whole lot of fakes and it seem like they surrounding me
Checks don't feel the same but I still want that money to be drowning me
You wasn't there when I was broke, when I was cold, when I was down on the road
Matter of fact you even laughed at me, now you tryna act like we is bros
Wanted my father to be proud of me but I remember him telling me I ain't gon' be shit
Damn, that shit really hit
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind
Don't compare me to anybody cause you know I'm one on one
He was talking hella shit up on the net, all we need is one and done
Been thinking bout my soldiers the way they left, it's so dumb
But if I think about it way too much then I'ma need to run
Woah, woah, I think I'm drained
Woah, woah, I don't feel the same
Made it out through mud, made it out through the rainy day
But the only thing that's wet is my wrist yeah I'm getting paid
Another night working alone, staying at home, got this shit all by my own
A young nigga really traumatized when he was young so he keeps it chrome
Ain't bout money I ain't get no attention
Spill my heart into my inventions
On the Glock yeah I got an extension, yes nigga I upgraded my weapon
Woah, woah, feel like I been through it all
Woah, woah, still gotta get up and ball
Woah, giving my all, woah, standing real tall
Woah, but at the end of the day I got no one to call
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind, am I out of my mind
Am I out of my mind

Written by:
Jose Avila

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