Trio.wav - User (A Mac Miller Tribute)

It's like it was bound to happen
And this shit was always written
I was fucked up in my head
Had them drugs up in my system
I was way too high
Playing games with my existence
Just the thought that I might die
It kinda pushed me to this livin',
See it's sad cause I knew better
And my mom had always told me that if you fuck around with drugs
They just get more and more controlling
But with persistence in my heart, I had to disobey
And now I'm sittin' in a corner
Cause I'm rollin', rollin', rollin' right now,
And I can't off it, even if I fuckin' wanted,
So I just curse myself to sleep and take another in the morning
The addiction's so damn real,
I do drugs when I'm recordin',
I do drugs when I wake up
And I do drugs when life is boring,
And I do drugs when comin' down right off those drugs I took beforehand
And the thing that's killin' me is I don't think that I enjoy em'
I just do it for escape, so pour me up another potion
I'ma overdose my portion and die again
I have before, I swear I have,
Know my purpose on this world is more than Livin', poisoned
I mean, I'm not dumb
Yeah
You can't fight the feeling, feeling,
You can't fight the feeling, it won't stop
You can't fight the feeling, feeling,
You can't fight the feeling, it won't stop
And when I try to fight this feeling,
It's like my spirit doesn't want me to and my body's in agreement
Do I really even want me to?
So sure I'm sore from all the pleasure
Dopamine in my receptors, givin' up, I'm fallin' back
Hopin' this shit don't last forever, so sure I want this time to quit
Abusin' pills like Ritalin,
Drinkin' and smokin' every night
I think I'm harmin' what's within
So sure my body needs a break
I've strained my lungs, my mind, my spirit, and my soul that shit is keepin' me awake
I fight a feeling that's within, I think I'm fightin' with my sins
I think I'm fightin' with my mom, I know I'm fightin' with myself
I know I'm really scared of death, and my potential is insane
I know I have a workin' brain
I'm smart enough to stop the pain
I hate myself, I love my name
I hate to sing
But love to play myself right back
When I make tracks
Its like I'm lost inside my brain,
And I thought drugs would help me think
They only help me get away
Just hope I make it out alive
I'm sure I'll make it out just fine, right?
You can't fight the feeling, feeling
You can't fight the feeling, uh,
I told you it won't stop,
Cause you can't fight the feeling, feeling,
You can't fight the feeling, no
And I do just fine when I'm by myself
I control the way I act
But when I hang out with my friends
I swear I get to act them right, they smoke an L, I want it too, pop a pill, man, I want two
You trippin hard?
I want to melt
Man, control your fuckin' self
I'm lookin' dead up in a mirror, eyes baggy
Super glassy, everybody in the room begins
to look a lot more trashy
Man, there's pills all over the table, and some weed inside that paper
Swear I've seen this shit before, think I'm dreamin', homie, wake up,
Taking substances to feel better, I don't feel better than this substance, that's the problem with myself
I'm gonna fix it and quit runnin' before I really fuck this up, don't wanna die of abusin' drugs
The hospital would call my mom and say we're sorry, ma'am
But I'm, your handsome, smart, and lovin' son, passed away from overdose, takin' pills to comatose
I swear this shit is not a joke, I wanna change, I'm gonna change, I swear today is my last day, I wanna change, I'm gonna change, I swear today is my last day
Yeah, You can't fight the feeling, feeling, you can't fight the feeling, it won't stop you can't fight the feeling, feeling, you can't fight the feeling, no

Written by:
Dannon Knott

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