Nurdd Beats - Fucked Up

Took a dose of shrooms and I feel like I went through ego death
I died inside while facing nightmares tryna fucking go to bed
It's almost been 24 hours and that feeling hasn't left
I tried to smoke it off but all it did was make me feel more dead
I'm dead on the inside on the outside I am living
I got to the point where I had questioned my existence
I tried to go to sleep but it was too strong and persistent
I dosed without thinking cause I thought I fucking missed it
Shit done got me so fast
I knew I was fucked I was feeling like ass
It won't go away shit was making me mad
It done made me feel like I lost all that I had
Shit made me feel like I'm not all that tough
But I kept reminding myself that I'm strong
My brain told me I'm running out of my luck
Want it to stop but that shit went for long
This beat you hear was kinda what I heard the whole damn time
I lost myself again and I don't know how imma find
I'll be acting weird until I find out how to fix my mind
And I don't even know really how hard I'll have to try
Took a dose of shrooms and I feel like I went through ego death
I died inside while facing nightmares tryna fucking go to bed
It's almost been 24 hours and that feeling hasn't left
I tried to smoke it off but all it did was make me feel more dead
I'm dead on the inside on the outside I am living
I got to the point where I had questioned my existence
I tried to go to sleep but it was too strong and persistent
I dosed without thinking cause I thought I fucking missed it

Written by:
Joshua Peña

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