deer in headlights - teenage nihilism

This is my eternal reprise

The songs of early april
The chirps of early birds
With morning fog in my brain
I can't hear them at all

I walk up and down
The same roads
Every single day
Has started to feel the same

I dont want to
Wake up or go
Outside, oh please
I dont really wanna be here
I dont want to

(Oh whatever)

I wanted to move so fast
Now i wanna stop dead in my tracks
I wish i could be done with it
I guess ill just go the long way round
They want me to look happy
So ill just bite my tongue and smile
I feel destringed
I feel as if i had no voice
If this doesnt kill me
It'll just leave me wounded
I really need to grow
But how can i here on my own
It's something i dont want to
But really i know i have to
New year same shame
For not dealing with what im afraid
When im walking down the street
I feel danger right behind me
I cant fear what i cant hear
I'll shatter my eardrums but i wont fear
I cant fear what i can see
If i stare at the sky theres nothing in front of me
I'll hide behind these lyrics
Of songs i made when i was 17

I dont want to
Wake up or go
Outside, oh please
I dont really wanna be here
I want to feel as if im asleep

Written by:
joão silva

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