Twofourletterwords - pedestal (and fear of heights)

Too high to comprehend where I stand amongst you and them
I don't want to be left alone in the dust and I don't know if
I am growing or I'm grown I feel as though I'm stunted
At a phase where no one wants me around
I don't want to be a fucking

Asshole
You're an asshole
Stupid asshole
That's why your friends don't reach out to you
Asshole
You're an asshole
Stupid asshole

Too low to see what's up so I stare down upon my phone
I'm wasting all my time feeling like everyone is doing better then me
That's how it seems
I think to highly of what's behind a screen
On a pedestal the fear of heights inevitable
Feeling broken and alone when I'm too high to comprehend
I really ain't shit
Nobody is
I don't want to be a fucking

Asshole
You're an asshole
Stupid asshole
That's why your friends don't reach out to you
Asshole
You're an asshole
Stupid asshole

Don't want to hang myself from the pedestal that I put myself on
Built by mirror images of what I've seen online
The noose grips tightly from the pedestal that I put myself on built by what
I think I'm missing
I'm not really missing

Picking flowers from up above
Somedays wilt and leave me alone
Thorns leave scars now something to show
Bloodstains lost in soil below

Written by:
James Januch

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