Chosen Canlas - Cult

Had to keep my head down for so long
Had to forget that there's no door
Had to pretend that I didn't exist
Had to disown all the parts they wanted to kill
Now I am out
I'm supposed to be free
But not until the cage was programmed inside of me

How am I supposed to heal
How am I supposed to know myself again
How am I supposed to be when I have become my cage
I forgot how to be free
I don't know what it's like
It's been so long since I've been with myself
I don't even think got to know myself

They asked me "Why can't you just let go?
It's been seven years since they let you go"
But they don't understand that the past is now a part of me
I can't let go of what I needed to survive
I tried

I don't have anyone else
I don't know who I am
Outside of those walls
I never saw myself while being free
I gotta start again
Like a baby
But I'm already turning 30 this year

They asked me "Why can't you just let go?
It's been seven years since they let you go"
But they don't understand that the price of freedom is to become the cage

I don't have anyone else
I don't know who I am
Outside of those walls
I never saw myself while being free, I gotta start again
Like a baby
But I'm turning 30 this year
It's about to be over

How do you get over losing your only life
How do you get over losing your only life
While you're still alive

How do you get over losing your only life
How do you get over losing your only life
While you're still alive

Written by:
Chosen Canlas

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