Band-Up Ace - Growing Up

I don't think these niggas hear me
Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me
You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly
As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me
You let em close before they cut you, that's why this shit feel deep
You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me
Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me
Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak
My existence feels bleak
Looking back into my hood most of them niggas still street
I don't judge no body path and I don't keep no killstreaks
Niggas askin' way too much I up this shit you feel heat
The love you give me feels cheap
The lies you told in place of love always bewilders
me
I loved you so much if you died, that shit probably would kill me
I used to want you by my side in a house, we could build three
Nigga, do you feel me
Time again after time again, my niggas still speak
It's times when I get the time where me and Kilo still meet
It's time for the niggas hatin' that they know they still weak
Like baby do you feel pleased
One night stand after the next I feel like you my main squeeze
From project housing played the burbs I was trappin' them main streets
I've been known by most my plugs to come back in the same week
Sport the polo to the jeans but I don't cap a lot
That nigga rollin' off a bean he feel like Kakarot
Imported hoodies, fitted clean, my niggas trap a lot
My gang like Mike performing Billie Jean, them niggas snap a lot
Shamone and moonwalk to the dick, she make it clap a lot
Attitude is on a thousand, she get mad a lot
It's not gon' phase me, I seen crazy in the back of blocks
Just tryna make it in this shit, we get the cash and plot
I know a nigga who get money and sell bags of rock
You run up on my niggas tweakin' and we smash the block
If the right niggas needed me, I take the task and stop
I never played the college route, no, I ain't Asher Roth
We got that shit that make you run and make your pastor drop
Smoking exotics on your stoop, waitin' to blast your top
Bro take your music off a blast you made the action hot
I lost connection with some niggas and some classic spots
I don't think these niggas hear me
Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me
You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly
As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me
You let em close before they cut you, that's why that shit feel deep
You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me
Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me
Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak
Growing up I had to make it through them situations
And now them bitches on my dick the more I'm situated
She said she'd always love me back, but now I feel complacent
She said my love was all she need to feel and still replaced it
Relax come here be by my side so we can build relations
Stop trying to lie to waste my time I know your feelings basic
These hoes ain't loyal I can't cuff em on a legal basis
Ain't no more hiding trade your lies for love and tribulations
I'm from the dirt don't know quite yet what it might feel to make it
They not gon' like my answer key when I go fill the blanks in
You talk too much, I won't fall victim to the instigation
At least I know what it's gon' be to pop and feel the hatred
I can't control it tried to help out and them niggas hated
I let their anger fester up while I still feel the greatest
You just a pawn me and my niggas tryna get to greatness
You was rapping me and gang was wrapping in the basement
I don't think these niggas hear me
Niggas wanna be me they don't wanna fear me
You ain't gotta be like that trust me I love you dearly
As one human to the next, so don't get too close near me
You let 'em close before they cut you, that's why this shit feel deep
You gon' have to live through too much pain to hear and feel me
Not to be cocky I just wanna give away the real me
Use yourself as motivation every day you feel weak

Written by:
Band-Up Ace, Norean Jurado

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