Sizzle - epiphora
You know I live my life of sinI've been living like a ghost cuz I been searching for a grin
Head been knocked a couple times, never raising up my chin
Maybe cuz the darkened spirit never called me from within
I said my father and my mother, they been harsher than the winter
Maybe that's just what I get cuz I'm a cold-hearted sinner
Maybe that's just what I get cuz I ain't ever been a winner
19 year old man, but with the mind of a beginner
Now I said that I'm depleted, cuz I feel so damn defeated
Can't remember last time I felt excited about me eating
Seem like when I do it wrong, the people around me getting heated
Ain't no easy way to life, but somehow, I think I cheated
So I scroll through my phone, seeing all the happy faces
And I know that I ain't them but wishing I was in they places
And I'm struggling to work, cuz they be paying lower wages
I attribute it to childhood, the place that I was raised in
Getting tired when I talk about my devious ends
I feel like I don't belong in the group that I label my friends
And I don't mean to offend, but they'd be better off without the kid
Swinging for the fences like Ken Griff but I am not "The Kid"
Swinging at the ball even though I don't see it
I've been asking for the love even though I don't feel it
Every time I open up I wonder, who can I trust?
Every time I look for love, it suddenly turns to lust
Haven't slept for five days cause I've been wasting away
Face devoted from a smile I've been fading away
Hoping me and my brother can overcome the depression
They don't seem to notice it cause of our happy expression
I don't seem to notice things when they up in the picture
When the money go away mental state getting richer
When the demons come around wonder if I deserve it
I ain't dropping for a minute and I hope that it's worth it
Yeah
Written by:
Ransel Martinez
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