MALACHI SUPREME - Swirling Clouds

Repressed memories be coming back, make me suicidal
The violent tug of war between the pills or the rifle
Thinking bout, how long it's been since I picked up a bible
Papa problems in a loop, maybe this'll stop the cycle
Depression is the blanket the devil threw me in childhood
When I was feeling cold and alone, I wore it like a hood
Save me from myself, I turn everything to grey
Rain clouds on a loop in my mind when I say
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
I was bullied as a child, buck teeth, big grin, insecure bout my smile
I was never like my brothers, they the ones that had the style
People said I was the ugly one, that shit would make me cry, yet I'd never hurt a fly
Pops said I was a fuck up, a burden to my name
When my parents split up, felt like I was the one to blame
Felt like everyone just wanted me dead
Felt the voices talking loud, all the clouds in my head
Mom dipped, all affection was stripped from in that household
Tensions rose, fights with the family, blood in my mouth cold
Heart dry, looking for love, the only way to get it
Was just fucking with these women I ain't even had no business fucking with
Everyone moved out
We never talked about it, left it all in that blue house
And now I'm 22, with the same damn trauma I left with
Searching for the love I could never get from myself, with
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright
I know we'll be alright
Swirling clouds in the sky, I've been running round in hell, tryna make it out alive
Wish I had a bigger cell, I've been trapped up in my mind
No, I ain't been doing well, but I know we'll be alright

Written by:
Malachi Alston

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