lleo - wild ride

four years old and it feels normal
skipping school and missing home
my mum cried when they printed off a certificate from the anesthetist
no friendship bracelet on my hand
just tubes and a bruise and a hospital band
doing henry VIII and oxbow lakes
still had to do it
what a pisstake

and i cried and i cried and i cried
lying awake every night
praying i'd wake up from this bad dream
to another life
but time after time i survived
always found a way out to the light
It's unbelievable
kind of a miracle i'm alive
what a wild ride

2010's when it got weird
when all my mates were trying gear
i was stealing shit from soho shops
lying my way into cheap strip clubs
i was doing my best to numb myself
but going that far off the rails didn't help
i wish i'd known i was never alone
Just another gay kid who couldn't handle it

and i cried and i cried and i cried
lying awake every night
praying i'd wake up from this bad dream
to another life
but time after time i survived
always found a way out to the light
It's unbelievable
kind of a miracle i'm alive
what a wild ride

what a wild ride

my best friend died at 17
we thought she was fine then she had 2 weeks
they played my song at her funeral
cos she liked it
it was horrible

and i cried and i cried and i cried
on my darkest day i realised
it's unbelievable
kind of a miracle to be alive
it's unbelievable
truly a miracle i'm alive
what a wild ride"

Written by:
lleo, Kaity Rae

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