Merceze - Hate Me

All my friends are users some weren't when we met
I was the first to do it and I'm so far ahead
And I'm a mess just as usual the meds won't take my breath
Cigarettes at ten and I'm as deep as I can get
An outlaw fugitive all alone in the cold
Light blunts of fluids in heavy stones on my soul
There's only so far you can get and go without the antidote
Menthol camels smoke making holes in the snow
I put a parade on the edge and watch them fall one by one
All my dollars dropped on drugs off the marijuana blunt
I'm so numb knowing that I'm still a fathers son
My cold blood the wrong way that it rubs
I'm always picking shit up and I don't ever put It down
Till my legs won't run I will move great amounts
I'm a nuisance and loud fuming from pounds
That I use to hide my doubt just so I can feel proud
The seeds I dropped in the ground on the top of the mound
Where the sun will shout with the blood filled sounds
Took the dirt and earned its worth
And it began to surface from the worst of the earth
I can still have purpose even if I'm alone
I take my pain and dump it slow hoping i can grow
When it rains I take a shower for my shallow soul
Black hole bones with burn holes in my dome
I put a parade on the edge and watch them fall one by one
All my dollars dropped on drugs off the marijuana blunt
I'm so numb knowing that I'm still a fathers son
My cold blood the wrong way that it rubs
I'm always picking shit up and I don't ever put It down
Till my legs won't run I will move great amounts
I'm a nuisance and loud fuming from pounds
That I use to hide my doubt just so I can feel proud
Take another look at me I will take advantage of
All the shit you took from me cuz I will not stand it no
I was so damaged so I learned how to manage from
The drama you handed in the seeds that you planted
Fell in my own hole I know it's grave scene
No more hope burn everything you gave me
Cuz you can not hate me if you can not face me
I hate the way you say Z and you hate the way you made me
I put a parade on the edge and watch them fall one by one
All my dollars dropped on drugs off the marijuana blunt
I'm so numb knowing that I'm still a fathers son
My cold blood the wrong way that it rubs
I'm always picking shit up and I don't ever put It down
Till my legs won't run I will move great amounts
I'm a nuisance and loud fuming from pounds
That I use to hide my doubt just so I can feel proud

Written by:
Zion Do

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