Eli Patton - afterthought

Oh yeah the monsters won't go
And yeah my windows won't close
Everything's rushing to my head and it wont go
And I'm walking on a tight rope
While the devils waiting down below
And he screams out only 50 years to go
Stumbling again
Lost in the pills I've been
Crumbling again
Blown in the wind
Learning to mend
Breaking to bend I've been
Wrestling with friends
Broken again
Can't make my own decisions
I don't know my own intentions
Look at the picture I miss him
Wish I could go back in time
When I had all conviction
And there was no friction
You could see the tension
Of me shooting for the stars but now I'm
Stumbling again
Lost in the pills I've been
Crumbling again
Blown in the wind
Learning to mend
Breaking to bend I've been
Wrestling with friends
Broken again
I was just an afterthought
Dream so big an astronaut
Did I ruin this or not
I was just an afterthought
Tie my laces in a knot (Stumbling again)
Got tied up within this plot
Leave my flowers out to rot (Lost in the pills I've been)
The sunflowers that I bought (Crumbling again)
My heart feels like it's been shot
Feels like a sickness that I caught (Blown in the wind)
Ask you out to a restaurant (Learning to mend)
Cry to myself in the parking lot
Just say I was smoking pot (Breaking to bend I've been)
All bad habits that I taught (Wrestling with friends)
All the demons that I fought
Just to see those are the ones I brought (Broken again)
I was just an afterthought
Dream so big an astronaut
Did I ruin this or not
I was just an afterthought
Dream so big an astronaut
Did I fuck up with this plot

Written by:
Eli Patton

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