Jeddy - NiNeTeeN
At 19 I was posted with a bottle
I'm drinking I'm drinking "drinking"
Tryna fill the void in my heart I'm sinking I'm sinking "sinking"
Been riding round with the bros
We living the life
Got a pretty girl by my side
I'm going crazy tonight "I'm going dumb"
Tryna kill my pains with pleasures
I'm grinding I'm stacking up treasures
I still feel empty inside
My knees getting weak from the pressure
Been tryna run from God
I'm ducking the words from the preacher
I'm screaming we back outside
Cus I'm tired of being a loner "I'm tired"
Does anybody feels like this
I've been going on and on
Feel like I'm stuck in the maze
I'm young and I'm out of place
I'm not tryna lose it all
I'm not tryna lose my faith
I'm disappointed in the church out here in LA
I'm from the south
In the south we do church, yall feel me
Church a lil different out here
Church out here a lil Hollywood
I when to this one church
I see bro got baptized with a Bluetooth in his Ear
Hold on Bishop
Yeah I'm back now we can hit the club later on Tonight if you want to haha
Yeah
Okay
Bishop you wanna go too
Yeah
Make that 3 on the guest list if you don't mind
You ever went to church and have a prayer Request and somebody end up telling your Business in the prayer request
At 19 I didn't love myself
I was tryna find my worth
19 I was stuck in circles
Struggling I just need some help
19 I was in the dark
Heartbroken tryna hide my scars
19 I was hurting
Was lose but you found me ohhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lose and you found me ohhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lose and you found me
Young and I'm searching for purpose
Leaning on God and I'm ducking the purple
I had to work on my mental
I had to break out the circles
Is it worth it
Am I worthy
Can I look in the mirror and love me
Had to break off the lies that they told me
Had to break off the chains that they sold me
It took me a minute to love me
I was press by the way that they judged me
They distorted the way that I saw me
Now I know that you love and you chose me
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
And I'm chosen
Huhhhhhhhhhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lost and you found me ohhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lost and you found me ohhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lost and you found me ohhh
At 19 I was hurting
I was lost and you found me
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah skrrrr skrrr
Yeah yeah yeah
Skrrr skrrr
Yeah yeah
Skrr skrrr
Yeah yeah skrrrr skrrr
Yeah yeah yeah
Written by:
Jethro Wlue
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