Da Saint - Here Lies A Dream (Freestyle)
It's getting harder every day to believe that Heaven is real
If God's really for us, then why does He want us to squeal?
At this point, I think He's got His favourites, and that's how I feel
And the rest of us were born to spend our lives tryna heal
I'm just twisting and turning, every night I cannot sleep
Feel like my life is gon' be cut short, like a YouTube reel
There's this little voice that's telling me to take my soul and leave
I'm gon' meet my sister in the afterlife, that's the appeal
Something tells me that I'll give in, but for now I'm buying time
Premonitions of my death are way closer than those of life
So now a nigga just existing outta sight and out of mind
Feeling anxious so I'm staying home and closing all the blinds
And I'm writing rhymes, cause i'm tryna trick my mind
Thug it out like it's alright, tell my siblings that I'm fine
And my niggas think I'm nice, so I play along and smile
I mean, what else is there to do cause everybody got they life
Can't be bitching and moaning
Yeah, life is fucking me right now, but I'd rather kneel, and be holy
It's therapeutic for me, I might switch up the topic
My thoughts are slowly distorting
25 years in this Earth, and I feel like I'm dream walking
Had a convo with my mom, she said my life is evolving
There's nothing more to it, and that I should kinda enjoy it
It's really hard to enjoy it, maybe it isn't it for me
Stuck with one question now, man when the fuck is it stopping?
Tryna unravel the answers to the purpose of living
Are we here for something or it's just a little sight-seeing?
Are we free or we just puppets for the immortal beings?
Are we sure we not a series on a service for streaming
If you really think about it, at the end we all lose
All that pain, and suffering, it's just the tip of the clues
The most terrifying horrors don't even make it to news
Maybe it's my views, but don't judge me cause we don't wear the same shoes, please
Written by:
Aleck Mhlongo
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