G0thD1va - Misery

(It would be easier if everyone forgot who I was
I'm aware of the paranoia but I can't find the cause
Less time spent worrying if I was on my own
I'll keep having these thoughts until I'm rotten to my bones)

I paint my eyes black
You can't see what's inside of me
I keep crying blood
It's caused by my misery
I'm shaking with fear
I have no need to feel this way
I wish I could change
But I have these feelings everyday
I look in the mirror
And I don't see what I wanna see
I'll fade into black
as my hopes slip away from me
There's nothing for me
I can see it clearly now
I wish I could erase all these thoughts
But I don't know how

I'm dead on the floor
I've drowned in my own misery
It's a parasite
It fills my head with anxiety
I did this myself
I inflict my own injuries
My mind is plagued with these paralysing memories
I lay down in the rain
And let my body decompose
I keep myself locked away
In a place where no one knows
My makeup's running down
And I'm bleeding from my nose
I'm miserable but I can't help
This is the life I chose

(It would be easier if everyone forgot who I was
I'm aware of the paranoia but I can't find the cause
Less time spent worrying if I was on my own
I'll keep having these thoughts until I'm rotten to my bones)

I'm dead on the floor
I've drowned in my own misery
It's a parasite
It fills my head with anxiety
I did this myself
I inflict my own injuries
My mind is plagued with these paralysing memories
I lay down in the rain
And let my body decompose
I keep myself locked away
In a place where no one knows
My makeup's running down
And I'm bleeding from my nose
I'm miserable but I can't help
This is the life I chose

Written by:
Genevieve Diamonds

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