JAVII - Surprise Surprise

Lost in the dark, lost in the fight
May have forgotten how to feel in the light
Might be too vivid for my sight
Think joy is searing my eyes
What's the point of being in the light
If nothing bright ever feels right
What's with all the secrecy
How do you feel joy so fucking easily
Free of this dark cloud
Who am I without
Free, don't have to drown
What do I do now
Surprise surprise, it's not a ploy
Surprise surprise, no need to avoid
Trauma lies, you have a choice
You are allowed to feel joy
Joy
I'm allowed to feel, allowed to feel
Joy
I'm allowed to feel, allowed to feel
What's going on in my head
Feelings I've almost never fed
Are breaking through my defense
Making me come to my senses
I'm the gold that runs through the earth
The Versace that makes up this shirt
Taking back the stolen joy that's mine
Learning to want more for my life
Free of this dark cloud
Who am I without
Free, don't have to drown
What do I do now
Surprise surprise, it's not a ploy
Surprise surprise, no need to avoid
Trauma lies, you have a choice
You are allowed, to feel joy
Joy
I'm allowed to feel, allowed to feel
Joy
I'm allowed to feel, allowed to feel
Joy
Joy

Written by:
Joel Zorrilla

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