Second Chance Charade - Catch a Vibe

Grew up in a house full of static
Couldn't dodge the trauma, it's automatic
Dad was lit, but not in a good way
Mom cried tears every night on replay
Now I'm puffin' loud just to numb the pain
Poppin' Xans tryna stay sane
Look in the mirror, don't know who I'll be
Tryna glow up, but the voices won't let me
I'm rollin' up, tryna catch a vibe
But the ghosts of my past, they always slide
Drownin' in the smoke, floatin' in the bars
Addicted to the highs, got me seein' stars
I'm just tryna flex, leave the pain behind
But the Xans keep me locked in rewind
I'm chasin' dreams, but they're slippin' away
Tryna be better, but I'm stuck in yesterday
Got these bags under my eyes like it's designer
But the drip don't cover up what's minor
Heart full of holes, can't patch the leak
So I chief that weed every day of the week
Swallow my fears, now I'm down with the Xans
But the past still haunts, it's a never-ending dance
Wanna level up, leave it all in the past
But I'm trapped in the smoke and it's comin' fast
I'm rollin' up, tryna catch a vibe
But the ghosts of my past, they always slide
Drownin' in the smoke, floatin' in the bars
Addicted to the highs, got me seein' stars
I'm just tryna flex, leave the pain behind
But the Xans keep me locked in rewind
I'm chasin' dreams, but they're slippin' away
Tryna be better, but I'm stuck in yesterday
Got me lost in the clouds, I'm faded
But the pain's still here, never traded
Roll another blunt, tryna lift a curse
But every puff pulls me deeper in the hearse
I wanna rise, wanna leave it all
But the weed and the pills keep me in the fall
I'm fightin' for a life I never knew
But the grip of the past, man, it's holdin' true
I'm rollin' up, tryna catch a vibe
But the ghosts of my past, they always slide
Drownin' in the smoke, floatin' in the bars
Addicted to the highs, got me seein' stars
I'm just tryna flex, leave the pain behind
But the Xans keep me locked in rewind
I'm chasin' dreams, but they're slippin' away
Tryna be better, but I'm stuck in yesterday

Written by:
Scott Shirley

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