Mad Mellow - Long Time (feat. Cultivated Mind)

It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy
It's been a long time since I, since I felt love
Lately the days have been turning into nights
Anxiety's got me constantly putting up a fight
Trying so hard to see the light
It may be out of reach but at least it's in sight
Trying to paint you the perfect picture
Floating head with a stick figure
Doc's trying to prescribe all these crazy mixtures
Without explaining the damage to my mental
Now I'm struggling to figure it all out
Weaning off but still stuck in self doubt
When will I finally make it out
All I wanna do is scream and shout
It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy
It's been a long time since I, since I felt free
It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing
It's been a long time since I, since I felt love
I know Imma make it out
I know that I make my mama proud
Divinely connected to the sound
When I'm lost it helps me to be found
Rolling with the punches high up in the clouds
Lately I've been cautious of who I am around
I'm still trying to figure it all out
Head in outer space, feet steady on the ground
It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy
It's been a long time since I, since I felt free
It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing
It's been a long time since I, since I felt love
How can you measure pain
Is it in days spent moanin' or in drops of rain
And when longings on my brain
And hopelessness infests my veins
I reach towards the sky and give my father praise
But after all I've done I bet his eyebrows raise
To see I and I begging for a favor
Putting more and more weight on my maker, yeah
It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy
It's been a long time since I, since I felt free
It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing
It's been a long time since I, since I felt love

Written by:
Emily Kloeckner

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