SPIKEMYHEART & FLUX ROSE - ATTITUDE

If you don't like my attitude
I'm feeling shit, not in the mood
Won't show you what lies deep inside
Just suck it up, don't sit and cry
You say it's not that deep
But I can barely sleep
When you say to me
Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

Got out of bed and my hair is all a mess
See that message on my phone that'll always stay on read
And I called in sick for my shift i'll probably quit
Lay in bed, soaked in dread
I'll just get up in a bit

And I don't see the point in being nice anymore
They just give me a headache when they walk through that door
So i'll stay locked in my room and repeat the next day
Till I'm sick of being quiet
Need to clear my headspace

Am really such a terrible person?
Am I mood-hoover always there a' lurking?
Am I too far gone for some slight adjustments?
Am I really the family disappointment?

If you don't like my attitude
I'm feeling shit, not in the mood
Won't show you what lies deep inside
Just suck it up, don't sit and cry
You say it's not that deep
But I can barely sleep
When you say to me
Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

I'm skin and bones
My appetite has gone
And my eyes are faded cuz i'm so withdrawn
And I screamed and cried for help for way to long
Just for people to tell me there's nothing wrong

I've been messed up
Fucked up
So hot in the head
Got a temper
Anger issues that I fed
Like the monsters lurking late night in my bed
I can't take it, fake it
I might end up dead

Am really such a terrible person?
Am I mood-hoover always there a' lurking?
Am I too far gone for some slight adjustments?
Am I really the family disappointment?

If you don't like my attitude
I'm feeling shit, not in the mood
Won't show you what lies deep inside
Just suck it up, don't sit and cry
You say it's not that deep
But I can barely sleep
When you say to me
Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

Well, will I ever change?
Same mistakes
Need a break
When wake up again in my bed
Will I have a new brain?
Will I make some new friends?
I feel stuck, I feel fucked
Is it selfish If I die?
Stay alive?
Only cope by being fried
Wake up in my bed in the same clothes
Make-up
Wanna get famous
Waiting for my pay check, sitting on the couch
TVs on loud just to drown out the sound

And I'm stuck in a trauma bond
And all my other friends are gone
But she's the only one I want
And I'm too cool to be popular

You say it's not that deep
But I can barely sleep
When you say to me
Just smile a bit, don't feel so shit

Written by:
Sienna Bragalone

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