Pseudo Bravado - Brick Walls

Lets go
All in all I've had a pretty good life
But my mood keeps swinging like a halfpipe
Just a loser with a windpipe
How long till I snuff myself out
Pretty good but I'm not quite there yet
In debt put my soul in a project
Face it you'd never have made it
Too scared to try
Always fearing debasement
Please don't tell me that you love this
Deep down I know you never really cared at all
I was just hoping you would notice
But that hope is dead and gone
I wish I didn't care so much
But I do
I put in all this effort
But nothing comes through
Throw my voice to a void
Full of people I knew
I've talked to brick walls
More receptive than you
I'm so used to silence
These ghosts are my guidance
They tell me to give up
On all of my progress
No time to regress
I'll tell you my secrets
There's hell in my head
And I don't think that I will ever live this down
Going back to nothing's just a setback
Every one I love doesn't give a shit
Whatever's enough I didn't get that
Going back to back on a failed track
Staying up all night
It's like 4 Am
And I can't go to sleep
I gotta write this shit
So pour it out of my head
I'm only partially dead
I need to get what I can while I'm here
Please don't tell me that you love this
Deep down I know you never really cared at all
I was just hoping you would notice
But that hope is dead and gone
I wish I didn't care so much
But I do
I put in all this effort
But nothing comes through
Throw my voice to a void
Full of people I knew
I've talked to brick walls
More receptive than you
I'm so used to silence
These ghosts are my guidance
They tell me to give up
On all of my progress
No time to regress
I'll tell you my secrets
There's hell in my head
And I don't think that I will ever live this down
I wish I didn't care so much
But I do
I put in all this effort
But nothing comes through
Throw my voice to a void
Full of people I knew
I've talked to brick walls
More receptive than you

Written by:
Jonathan Hill

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